Dad’s Funeral ~ Monday 19th March, 2012 ~ 1pm (Written on Wednesday 21st March, 2012)

We held Dad’s funeral on Monday afternoon.

It had been raining for days beforehand, so I prayed and asked for the rain to stop on Sunday night and for it to be a fine day on Monday.  Monday was a beautiful, warm, sunny day.

One short, sharp shower came over not long after we had placed Dad’s casket into the hearse, and it was like a cleansing shower from God, washing away all the tears and pain.

Tuesday and today, Wednesday – it is overcast and rainy again…

Strangely, I cried my eyes our before and after I gave the Eulogy, but I stayed tear free during.

As Dad was a War Veteran, we included an RSL service.  It was lovely.  The entire funeral was lovely.  We included quite a few laughs in it, and I even had some of my cousins calling out reminders from the pews.  It was good.
We all have to face death don’t we.  Whether it be someone we love, someone we know, the truth of our own mortality…  We feel the loss of the familiar and it scares us.  I think there would be only a small minority of people in the world who could truly say that death and dying didn’t scare them.

I’m a Christian, I believe that when my earthly body is done here, I’ll enter into eternity to be with my Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ.  But I am still scared of dying.  I believe that is because I am hanging on too tightly to the things of this world – things that don’t last.

I pray that will change and I will be prepared to let go of the material in order to grasp hold of the eternal.

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A Face in the Clouds (Written Tuesday 20th March, 2012)

I sent my Daddy on his final journey yesterday afternoon.

It had been raining fairly constantly for the few days previously, and I prayed and asked God to stop the rain on Sunday night and Monday so that we could have Dad’s funeral dry and He did!!  Praise Him!!!  😀

After we – Me, Lou, Chrissie, Jay, Deane and Mark (in order – Me on left, Lou on right, Chrissie behind me, Jay across from her, Deane on left and Mark on right) – had taken Dad’s coffin out of the church to the hearse, and thanked those attending, a short, sharp shower came over us.  To me, it was special.  It was like God was saying, “here, wash away your sadness now.”

Dad’s funeral went well, or so I’m told.  I wish that I would have gotten around to see everyone who came to it before it started.  Jack and Lou and Tina Rock were there.  My cousins Teena and Bob Bryant drove down from Rocky at 4am that morning.  Peter and Mook and Karen were there.  Nana Joyce,  Toby, even Rick came.  Margaret Cook (nee Jacobi), Dad’s cousin was there.   Kylie from Deane’s work was there.  And so many more.

This morning I went to take photos of the sunrise and the clouds.  To my naked eye I could not see this, but through my viewfinder I saw a face.  And then another face.  Two different faces.  I haven’t checked my photos yet, because I am scared that I might find that it was a mark on the lens and not real faces in the clouds.  But I saw them when I was taking the photos, so that is enough for me.

Rest in Peace my Daddy.

I love you and will miss you always.

I hope you liked what we did for you yesterday.  xo

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Dad’s Back Story – Aspley to Tri Care, Hervey Bay (First written March 15th, 2012)

Dad had been living in a nursing home – Tri Care at Point Vernon in Hervey Bay – for the past few years.  Before that, he lived most of his later years in a caravan in Caravan Village in Aspley in Brisbane, Qld – both under the care of my Mum, and then after her passing in 1995, independantly.

We all know that as people get older, they have the occasional fall, so after one of Dad’s falls in his caravan in 2000? the Doctors told him that it was too dangerous for him to live alone anymore, so he needed to go into care.  They gave him the choice of a nursing home or to go and live with my eldest daughter, his eldest Granddaughter, Leah.  (She prefers Lou.)

He took the latter option – Lou wouldn’t have it any other way.  She had been helping to care for both her Nana and Grandad while they lived in the caravan, taking them to buy their groceries and all that sort of stuff while they could, then doing it for them as time went on.

My Dad lived with Lou, and her then partner Jay, and their two girls for a few years.  They lived in the same suburb, a few blocks away from the caravan park.  It was good.  The girls, Cylah and Halle, loved having their Grandad there.

After a time, Lou and her partner separated.  Cylah, their oldest daughter went to live with her Dad.  She was a real Daddy’s girl.  They moved to Maryborough, Qld.    Not too long after, Lou could no longer stand being away from Cylah, so she and her new partner, Halle and Grandad all moved to Maryborough as well.

Dad continued to live with Lou for a few more years, until his care became too much and she had to find somewhere for him that was able to offer the care that she couldn’t.  That is when he moved into Tri Care.

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